Been a rough couple weeks so this is late coming…Kim’s Birthday was this past weekend, I seem to have driven off the girl I had a thing for(sophomoric to say it like that I know…don’t judge me,) and the ever-present drama at work has made it a long week. But bouncing back as I always do…I’m here again with my new thoughts!
It’s been a while since I’ve written anything on here. In fact, I may have only put one or two things down since I moved to WordPress…so much for the turning over a new leaf thing. I would say I will do better and promise my readers that they will have more material, but most of you know me and know that I can’t stick to that. So itll just suffice to say keep coming back, once in a while there will be something new. I can’t say if it’ll be any good or not but at least it will be authentic.
I’ve been quite introspective these last few weeks, thinking about my past, my present, my potential future, and any variations thereof. I have reached an impasse with some things, for one I’m uncertain about respiratory therapy school. This is complicated by the fact that I got so caught up in everything else that I forgot to check on the paperwork for entry into the program, and may have to wait another year. I will still work to get in the program this fall but it begs the thought that I’m still not sure about respiratory therapy. I’ve no doubt it would be a job I would be good at (at least until I go deaf,) the money isn’t bad for what you do, and neither are the hours. However I’m not sure if it would be a job I would find rewarding.
My current job has its ups and downs, the ups can be high up, and the downs can be very….very….low but for the most part it isn’t a bad gig. But the nature of the job is hard on a person, not to mention the constant stresses of the people involved with that job, both coworkers and bystanders. But I digress.
For now I will continue the plan of rrt school, and hopefully I do get in and get along with that. For until I find my proper course, at least I’ll be making my way somewhere instead of adrift at sea.
Wow that turned melancholy in a hurry…ok back to normal…
I got a new camera last week. Before this one I’d always had little compact point and shoot models, that did ok for what I wanted to do with them. Then Joe got one and it seemed interesting, then mike and Todd. Well since Todd got one, who is called Goader btw…and for good reason (btw Todd when you read this…you’re an asshole!) I was playing around with it one day, and we were talking about different aspects of photography and the mathematics of it. So once I did that it interested me and I began looking at things in terms of a shot I could get, and from that point I was hooked. It was both artistic and scientific…I finally came up with a way to reckon the two worlds and it intrigues me.
The other feature is now I can let the world see things through my eyes. I’ve always had a strange way of looking at the world around me and it gives me great joy to see everyday things in new ways. I have allowed others to see everything from a good picture of my dog that looks like he posed for, to a bird just taking flight with a worm, to the rain sitting on a flower after a storm, to the rainbow just this afternoon I stumbled across.
And though its entirely likely very few people even give a damn about any of the pictures, I know that somewhere out there is a person who appreciates it, and maybe it causes them to stop and look around their own environment.
And then I will have been successful.